maybe this is a TEST for me...

lately nih im always feel like tak tenteram...

sampailah ptg tadi..sumthing that never be happened to my life terjadi...im totally shocked..im so panic..i dun noe wat to do...is this the end of my life? GOD, help me...

macam2 dah jadi...

dgn masalah kat umah, personal...dgn masalah org yg "too MULIA" ggu blog i

aduhai....

but i redha...and i damn believe things happened for a reason...

since it happened, everyone like care bout me..

dear God, thank you so much...

now i know, i still have people around me who still loves me...

dear mom, thank you for understanding me...now u know why i be like this before...im not doing bad thing outside..i just need space..i need to relax my mind...but i admit that it's still my fault.thank God, im ok..nothing happend. i should be honest to everyone about me...with wat i feel and wat i want...

dear brother, sorry for everything :( my bad...im too careless...sorry a lot. i promise i'll take this responsibilities.

and thanks to 2 brother yg i tatau namenye...thnks a lot..kalo tak sbb abg berdua, ntah ape jadi plak pastu..hope we can meet again.