24 May 2010
al-fatihah
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 15:09 3 comments
21 May 2010
this is what i feel....
I have been messed up a life, people have not treated me well even when I was a child. i have no body since Abah wasn't in this world anymore.My sibling is ridiculously not close, especially with me. They don't care to hear anything I have to say especially my brother. I don't feel like I love him and I don't feel like he really love me. And like with everyone else I know they say they love me but they show no care for me. I could say my BP are low and they wouldn't even say anything about it to me. I never have had anyone to give me advice, nor to comfort me when I cry. In fact my family called me a crybaby all the time. When I was sick I prefer to go to see a doc by my own. honestly, im not a very good girl at all. i make mistake a lot. i hurt Abah's feeling, so do mak's. i admit my fault and i promise i wanna change my life. im trying and keep trying. but people never see the changed i made. i always cry in the middle of the night, thinking bout my future, my life and myself. every single minutes i keep hope that this is only a dream and hopefully when im awake everything is back to normal. but sadly.......this is real thing happened...!!! i miss Abah so much. and i really need him.... i miss my friends... and i need them so much... i miss en.kekaseh and i really need him right now. i only can pray to Allah to gimme a strength to face this life alone. |
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 21:19 0 comments
suke hati ko la labu.....
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 19:54 0 comments
18 May 2010
last warning!!!
sebelum aku jadi lebih tak berbudi dan berbahasa nak marah ko...
lebih baik ko jgn nak menyebuk dlm blog
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 14:51 1 comments
17 May 2010
malam ke34....
u're totally not invited.
thank you.
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 22:15 0 comments
happy teacher's day
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 11:55 0 comments
16 May 2010
tenangkan diri....
SILENT is BETTER....
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 21:07 0 comments
12 May 2010
Selamat Hari NURSE :)
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 21:53 0 comments
11 May 2010
tag from adik ONEE ;p
SIAPAKAH ANDA DI-RUMAH?
++ a sister..daughter and also a granddaughter :)
SIAPAKAH DIRI ANDA DISAMPING RAKAN?
++ listener
++ motivater (tak motivate langsung)
LIMA (5) BENDA YANG ANDA IDAMKAN TAPI MASIH BELUM TERCAPAI??
++ ada business sendri- jadi bos
++ ade pekerja sendri
++ family yg sangat happy
++ kawen ngn dia :p
++ kikis duit dia bile da kawen nnti ;D
SIAPAKAH NAMA PASANGAN ANDA?
++ biarlah rahsia ;p
CERITAKAN 5 PERKARA YANG PALING ANDA SUKA TENTANG PASANGAN ANDA
++ pembersih
++ tak pernah marah i taw...
++ tak ngongkong (betoi ke eje nih)
++ tak kesah kalo nak makan kat mane2...
++ paling saya suke bile die tak pujuk saya merajuk..ni perangai yg sangat best..;p
BILAKAH TARIKH ANDA COUPLE?
++ byk tarikh..yg confirm kene tanye die ;p
APAKAH KENANGAN ANDA DENGAN PASANGAN ANDA?
++ bannnnyyyaaaaakkkkkk.......
LAGU TEMA CINTA ANDA?
++ tade lagu..romantik tak ;p
APAKAH PERUBAHAN YANG INGIN LIHAT DARI PASANGAN ANDA?
++ tolong jgn lebihkan kawan dari saya ye..saya sangat jeles.
SILA JAWAB TAG:
++ rina
++ ynaa
++ uyun
++ diryana
++ mimie
the end (:
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 17:28 0 comments
7 May 2010
weekend begin....
this is the thing which is make me totally cant sleep well ;p
wanna meet up RAMAI kenalan...
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 14:08 0 comments