30 Aug 2009
29 Aug 2009
dan apabila sirent berbunyi...
selalunyer Azan we used for calling people to sembahyang and when bulan Puasa for breaking fast.
tapi di Kuala Kangsar ni special sket..
we used siren for telling people for buka puasa. pastu barulah followed by Azan.
if u guys free, meh la buka puasa kat sini...sure seronok.
:)
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 20:10 3 comments
I miss the moment...
w/pun x ramai dan hujan but it's fun. As usual la kan Anam is our entertainer.
he will always makes us laughed.
thanks to Zaim cos fetch me up kat umah and ayin send me home.
sangat2 sayang korang taw :D
after having a breaking fasted, i pon balik la and packed my stuff utk ke Kuala Kangsar.
lame gak i x balik nih..miss my mommy and home so much.
my sister will fetch me kat umah and we gerak after Magrib's Prayer.
tunggu punya tunggu punya tunggu..my sister x muncul2..
i dah sgt exhausted and felt so asleep. Ke dorang terlupe nak amek i??
itulah yg bermain difikiran but i wat xtaw je la..
lebih baik i tgk cite Nur Kasih..nnti kalo die dtg..ade lah kan?!hehee..
another 5 minutes cite tu nak habis my sister pon sampai..
knowing my bro in law...die punya drive..MasyaAllah..
mengucap panjang la i kan =/ takpe janji selamat sampai.
**errkkk**
wanna watch solat terawih live dr Mecca(101) & Medina(106).
almost half an hour gak la i tunggu..
tapi i x give up...i nak tgk sgt2..nak lepaskan rindu.
bile i tgk solat isya' dan terawih kat Medina tuh i nangis sebab i rindukan suasana disana.
i rindu nak solat di sana..rindu kota yg suci tu..
rindu juga i pada Abah yg teramat sangat.
Bila i nampak perkuburan al- Baqi' lagi bercucuran air mata i nih..
orang cakap x baik menangis utk mereka yg dah pergi..and we haf to be strong..
i cuba utk tahan but my tears is just like a rain.
YA ALLAH, berikan hambamu ini peluang utk menjadi tetamuMu utk kali ke dua.
sekiranya boleh, Kau tempatkanlah aku disana bersama Abah buat selama-lamanya.
AMIN ya Rahman.
dad..i miss u badly. i hope u can see me in everwhere i am and everythings i did. And iwish i can see you too :)
untill we met soon...i love you. ^.^
USMI SYAHIDA HAJI RUSFAN
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 08:59 0 comments
28 Aug 2009
terimbas kembali
yesterday, after me went back from work terus je me buka TV.
hehee...chn 119 upin & ipin..comel je dorang tu kan...!!?
actually bukan tu tujuan i...
i wait for 106 at 1800 everyday...
i tgk cite perjuangan Nabi kite yg disayangi..Muhammad S.A.W
"Qamar Bani Hashim"
last 2 days dorang tunjuk bagaimana Jibril dtg berjumpa Rasulullah S.A.W ketika beliau di Gua Hiraq' dan menyuruh baginda membaca surah al-Iqra'
smlm dorang tunjuk bagaimana sedikit demi sedikit manusia di zaman itu yg menerima agama islam dengan hati yang sangat terbuka dan keihlasan mereka terhadap Islam itu sendiri.
bile i tgk je..i terus nangis..terharu sangat..
teringat juga i waktu di Mecca dulu...ustaz2 bercerita ketika kami berziarah.
kerinduan yg tak dapat digambarkan...insyaAllah i akan g lagi ke sana..mungkin utk selama-lamanya...
:D
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 08:37 1 comments
27 Aug 2009
i will try my best :D
dear ayin;
thanks about last night..
i will try my best ye..and tegur me if im too over ok..!
omG...!!
to 'EM;
sorry cos make u guys feel like im giving a hope..
i sgt2 x perasan..! :(
but honestly i nak ckp yg..
im happy be with u guys...feel so comfort..
thank you so much for cares and everythings..
and sorrrryyyy for breaking ur guys heartssssss.....!!!
i didn't meant it..!
to be continuee.......
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 14:02 0 comments
26 Aug 2009
how do i express my feeling in words??
im just in a big "pening" with myslef...
this is all about feeling..a pretty mess felling playing around me.!
oh damn it..!!
i know im not in love...for me love is NOTHING...
in my life...love come only once...!but now..the love is DEAD...
but???uhhh....
im not giving a hope to 'em..
im not playing their heart feeling..
im not used 'em for my own...?am i??
serius..i sgt x taw ape bende nih sumer...
so JIWA KACAU....!
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 08:34 2 comments
13 Aug 2009
adakah??
lately ni i ok je...just ade bende yg bermain difikiran i ni..kalau di ikutkan mmg i tak nak pikir bende ni sume. tapi...tak tahu lah... it's always haunting me taw. and i can't even sleep well...!
oh God.....!!
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 08:44 1 comments
10 Aug 2009
my first step
Taman Tasik Perdana
08-08-09
9.00am - 12.00pm
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 12:50 2 comments