Air mata Bonda

last night, my mom & me went to nenda's hze.Bukan slalu dtg kl pon kan. so, once a time she go to visited her mak la...we're chit chat....bla bla bla..too many story to talk talk...hahaha...*women*

mak told us that this April she wanna go to Hatnyai, Thailand with adik. huhh?? asal i tatau nih? asal mak tak ajak i? hehe..sibuk je nak ikut...

mak bawak adik sempena die hbs diploma rituh and just got his scroll last sunday :) *jeles*

now adik further stadi die kat KLIUC and taking Civil Engineering. He told mak that he can't stadi bcos kawan2 sume asyik nak jalan2 kuar shopping...and he said " atu taleh blaja la..dorang kaye..asyik nak blanje jek" *alasan sbb pointer jatuh* 

Nenda nyampuk, "Ami, dah2 la pegi mekah tuh. simpan duit utk anak2 nak blaja nih"

tiba-tiba...

"mak, ni duit Ami kumpul....duit blanje anak2 pon Ami dah ketepikan dah ade side utk blaja sume...lagi pon hati Ami tade kat sini..kat Madinah.asyik terpandang2 jek wajah Abah. Ami nak bawak anak2 tgk kubur Abah dia selagi mampu." airmata bonda mengalir laju....

i sebak :(

now i wondering why my mom selalu g sane...

as a daughter and also a big grown girl, i faham perasaan seorang wanita.

dear Mom,

i know how u feel...and we as a daughter(s) and son(s) also had a same feeling. everyone miss Abah so much...and i know, Abah also miss us and waiting for us to come and visit him there. InsyaAllah mak, one day kite semua akan g ziarah kubur Abah kat sane ye :)

dear Abah, we miss u badly. Hopefully Abah ok kat sane. amin~