maybe this is a TEST for me...

lately nih im always feel like tak tenteram...

sampailah ptg tadi..sumthing that never be happened to my life terjadi...im totally shocked..im so panic..i dun noe wat to do...is this the end of my life? GOD, help me...

macam2 dah jadi...

dgn masalah kat umah, personal...dgn masalah org yg "too MULIA" ggu blog i

aduhai....

but i redha...and i damn believe things happened for a reason...

since it happened, everyone like care bout me..

dear God, thank you so much...

now i know, i still have people around me who still loves me...

dear mom, thank you for understanding me...now u know why i be like this before...im not doing bad thing outside..i just need space..i need to relax my mind...but i admit that it's still my fault.thank God, im ok..nothing happend. i should be honest to everyone about me...with wat i feel and wat i want...

dear brother, sorry for everything :( my bad...im too careless...sorry a lot. i promise i'll take this responsibilities.

and thanks to 2 brother yg i tatau namenye...thnks a lot..kalo tak sbb abg berdua, ntah ape jadi plak pastu..hope we can meet again.

i know who am i...

hello...

i know who i am...

mmg i tade budi bahasa...mmg rude...mmg i perasan cantek...mmg i TERUK....mmg i muslimah yang paling teruk kat muka bumi nih tapi sekurang2nya i tak menagih simpati dari orang dan i jadi diri i yang sebenar..

kalau dah bukan rezeki utk i kawen sampai umo 30thn pon, i redha.

itu mmg da takdir...but at least im not that desperate.

mmg memaafkan orang itu mulia, dan secara jujur im not that mulia..

faham isi hati : kalo faham kenape msh nk ggu i???

nak tau cerita sebenar? hello this is not PUBLIC..this is my blog..my own life...this is the best place for me to let all out. tak semua orang sama lah...maybe orang lain boleh share but not me....even u r my best friend. 

no one can be trusted..!!

perasan cantek. memilih ikan di pasar: yes....i am that way...i mmg memilih..

so?? ape lagi yg u nak cakap....cakaplah.....

this is TOTALLY ME....!

too much...

hello guys...

hari ni i mmg sgt2 tak puas hati ngn seorang makluk kat bumi ni..

dah la jenis tak paham bahase...

lepas tuh tatau cerita suka hati je nak ngata i...

dia igt dia tuh BAGUS sangat...

nak taw ape die cakap?!!

* awk tu yg jual mahal

 someone want to love you but u yg jual mahal. so Allah butakan mata hati u supaya u get what u want.

 unless u change

 ur own attitude *

( and ade lagi comment2 die yang menyakitkan hati but sume i dah deleted..)

hello saudara.. im not pissed off with my relationship..my life with person that i love ok jek..tade masalah...

so jangan lah nak nyebuk..

dah la tatau cerita sebenar..pastu nak main basuh jek...

lain kali sebelum nak sound orang....tgk dulu diri tuh..

sbelum ni pon si mamat ni slalu gak ggu blog i, tapi i diam jek.
 tapi kali ni mmg agak melampau ok..!!

kalau i ade attitude problem, yg u nak kesah kenape? pegi je la cari WANITA yang GOOD ATTITUDE...tak payah nak nyemak dalam blog i nih...

you're too much and i totally fuken upset with you...!!

BLAHHHHHH.........................................

- i'm so not me right now -

in these months I’ve been so upset and im always fall sick. i became sad, hopeless, faithless and lost my way of living. I tried to hang out with other but obviously im so not in my mood with people around especially THEM. I lost my self confidence. sometimes when I’m in bad moods I start to cry. The memories of the past comes into my head and I … i really miss my dad badly...

Now I don’t know what to do. I do whatever I could, but failed. I’m 26, I don’t think waiting and being patient can be the answer. I think I should do something to take myself out of this problem, but I don’t know where I was wrong, what did I do wrong?

dear GOD,

please help I cannot stand this anymore

:(

I am good, but not an angel. 

I do sin, but I am not the devil. 

I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love

Beneath the makeup and behind the smile 

I am just a girl who wishes for the world 

"It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with some other people." 

webby with d i n a

Syarifah Irdina Syed Harith

semalam bersama dina.

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dina scared bcos she got nightmare

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