Abah,
i really need you..i noe im not a gud daughter for you and always make u feel disappointed with my behavior untill ur last breathe...
im so regretted with myself...im dumb..!
Abah,
i want you right now..
i wanna hug you.. i miss you so much..
people dun't even know how sad i am when u are not around...
i wanna stay with you there!
18 Nov 2009
i miss my dad badly :(
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 11:40 0 comments
u cant even read my heart.!
happy?? yes, im happy bcos i haf u..my fwens and my family...
im sorry if i make u hurt...make u feel like im playing ur heart..
and things happened bcos i dunt show it..
now...im WITH u...
im still trying trying trying and keep trying...im act to be cool jz wanna make u happy and trying to be comfort...im try to fight with my feeling...through all the bad feeling away from my mind just bcos of u...............BUT i guess that's not enuff for you...!
thinking of my ex??
-he will never remove from my mind....so stop asking me the same question!
tell the truth bout the past??
* it's not that easy...!
im tired of everythingggggg...................!!!!!!!!
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 08:34 0 comments
13 Nov 2009
Gracie's Choice
Is the story of a teenage girl with four younger siblings, a drug-addicted mother, and co-dependent grandmother. Gracie takes control of the situations to manage her family which is she gets a steady job, finds a flat to rent and even finds the opportunity of scholarship. She convincing a court to allow her to adopt her younger brothers over her mother's objections. The majority of teenagers can't even look after themselves, but Gracie stood by what she thought was the right thing to do. She never gave up even though people kept letting her down, her mother and even her boyfriend gave her an ultimatum.At the end of the movie, Gracie is living the life as a single mother and bettering herself by taking courses at a community college.
** this is a true story**
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 11:05 0 comments
10 Nov 2009
ICED LATTE yummy..~
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 15:46 0 comments
2 Nov 2009
Nenda Admitted to HKL
Nenda admitted to HKL
30.10.2009

Poor nenda..
she's sick...and at tis time she's waiting for Pakar Tulang.
Last2 doc xde..sabo je la..
act, punce sebenar xtaw sbb doc said she's ok..
kidney, BP, jantung sume ok..no probs at all..
but when we said to doc yg she's fall when she went to bath room..
doc bwat xray..
so bile dah tgk result tu...die punye bone yg kat lutut tu agak renggang and siku die bengkak.
so haf make an appoitment ngn doc pakar.
adoi...sian nenek...
get well soon ye nek :)

31/10/2009
9.55am - waiting for makan2..adoi lapar..
*tak mandi lagi...baju pon x tukar since yesterday
and muke cam hampeh....hehe ;p
Posted by Usmi Syahida at 16:29 0 comments




